Letters to Finley: I loved you before you were born.

I knew I would love you, I had no idea how much.  I loved you before you were ever here.  You were my dream, my ultimate goal, my biggest wish.  We worked really, really hard to make you real.  It was a long journey with lots and lots of scary steps.  We were always worried that we might not make it to the next "level" and our hope of you might not come true.  It was the scariest, hardest and most emotional thing I have ever had to face.  Your daddy and I gave each other strength.  There were consultations, proceduedures and big fat needles.  The odds were against us, but we were determined to do whatever it took to have you in our life.
And now your here.